"I love you even though you're an asshole"

11/20/2008

I'm tired of everything being my fucking fault. It's not and you know it. You're just pissed because I started to feel better. Then you were more pissed because I told you I was over you.

Shut up. Stop being selfish. You broke up with me asshole, you don't get to be angry.

I took the time to do what I needed to do in order to be friends again. If it matters so fucking much to you, you should do the same. You're mean. I'm mean too sometimes, but not often. And I appologize when I am. You don't care how you make me feel. You don't even give it a second thought.

God forbid I tell you how I feel about anything. It always has to turn into something ridiculous where I get mad and cry and you tell me to fuck myself and die, or something worse.

I'm not a "quitter". I keep trying when I know I shouldn't. Don't bitch when you keep giving me reasons to give up on you and I start to get tired and consider it. Saying I don't try at that point is a real bitch move.

Frankly, I don't know why I care about you at all right now. You haven't given me a reason to in weeks.

I'll know when you read this because you'll probably be an even bigger jerk on that day just like last time.

If you didn't want me dating other people, maybe you shouldn't dumped me.