And if you want me back, you're gonna have to ask nicer than that.

Monday (February.2)

music: Buried Myself Alive by The Used

Today I ate a Dove's chocolate. My favorite thing about them is that the wrappers all have phrases on the inside of them. The one I had said "Be a little mysterious."

I think that's good advice for me. I'm closing my site. I've had different domains and such in the past and I always intend to keep them seperate from my real life. But, of course, I always let someone see them. Usually it's Mike, but it's also been assorted friends, and while I was dating Juan he often visited. Usually, it's not a big deal.

Lately, however, I've been reminded that people I interact with in my day-to-day do read what I write and they don't like it. Frankly, I'm tired of having to explain myself. This is suppose to be a journal. Yes, I know it's online and that I have a section where people can leave comments...but I don't necessarily want everyone reading this. Actually, I don't want people I know reading this at all. And I feel like I can't post anything without someone bitching at me about it, which I shouldn't have to put up with.

I've made this argument before, but apparently my thoughts on the matter aren't important.

So, I don't plan on updating here anymore. If you want to contact me you can leave a comment or email me (snoopy_was_cool@hotmail.com">snoopy_was_cool@hotmail.com).

Peace Out.

All your tears couldn't match the bitter taste of all these wasted years

Thursday (January.22)

music: Breakin by The All-American Rejects

It's still complicated, but I'm in no danger of forming addictive habits so that's a step in the right direction I suppose.

I never wrote about my resolutions...This year I plan to:

1. Move
2. Choose a career
3. Get over it

That's it. I think they're more important than any others I've considered before. Hopefully I'll be able to reach at least one of them.

Friday's fast approaching. What that means for me is work. More than usual. But it should be fun I think. It's the bridal shop's official opening so it's going to be a long day for me. And my boss, Jami, has decided that my coworker, Katie, and I will be working in some of her dresses all day. That should be interesting to say the least. But it's a fun job. The first half of my day generally consists of playing dress-up. After that I log in new shipments, I help the customers pick things out and try them on, take orders, clean, steam the clothes...I like it.

That's pretty much life for me at the moment. I work everyday and that's basically it. It's nice having a semi-brainless routine though. It feels nice. Probably it's what I need right now, I stress out too easily.